The Twist you Ask?

So about that twist you ask? I know I ended off talked about Scott. Well like I said when I first moved down to the good old South I used the internet to meet people. I met another man. His name is Keith, in the U.S. Army serving in Iraq. He is also Infantry. The good thing about him is that where he is in Iraq they have their laptops and electricity and he can talk to me everyday. Scott on the other hand I haven't heard from in two weeks. I've been reading the news and it seems to be that his platoon is on the front line of a huge operation in a town called Marjah, Bless their hearts. I have talked to Keith since the beginning of November and just about every day since. We have never met in person but it's incredible what the internet can do. We use a program called Skype and it enables two people to talk via webcam so you can see eachother and talk. I know what most people think when you say webcam. Here is the thing I am a classy girl with morals and respect for my body and myself so none of that has gone on or will go on via webcam. Keith is dreamy, its corny but the only way to put it. His eyes are so big and green and his smile could melt anyones heart. He has this laugh that just makes me laugh. He has a body to die for, and the tattoos (which I find sexy).

Most people think okay, thats a male whore. Well in all reality he is the epiphony of a perfect man. He was raised by his mother and that woman raised her son right. It is now almost March and since November we have just been getting to know eachother more and more each day. It's safe to say that he has fallen in love with me. We have plans to finally meet when he comes home in June. I have a lot of feelings for him too but in the end my heart always goes back to Scott. Keith wants what I want, is very sweet. He is different, a breath of fresh air. I know he would treat me right and we would be so happy together because we have so much in common and the person he is and the person that I am click in every aspect. Scott on the other hand talks to a lot of women. I am the jealous type but not so jealous that you can't have any women that are friends. Before he left for Afghanistan he would constantly be texting and I can name off 4 girls right now that have feelings for him. Since he has been gone only 2 months I have had 2 girls message me, being immature and causing drama that is far from necessary. I can't deal with that.

Keith sent me a dozen roses with 4 siberian lillies on Valentines day. He talks constantly about how he can't wait to be home and hold me and kiss me. The things we're going to do together, how he can't wait for his family to meet me and how they are already dying to meet me from the things he has told them about me. I find myself falling for Keith more and more each day. There are some days that I just want to stop loving Scott and let myself love Keith but it isn't that easy. The heart wants what the heart wants. Keith is going to be stationed in Hawaii in August. He says he knows there will be temptation but he doesn't care, that he wouldn't want to ruin what he has gained with me for one night with someone else. I know ladies, you say all men say this all men are the same. He is different he really is, I can tell. He hopes for me to someday meet him in Hawaii and take the relationship to another level. Please don't think its crazy that we feel all of this and have not even met in person. You can really get to know someone the way we have without any of the sexual stuff getting in the way. We know everything about eachother I love that. Scott comes home in July or August and I have all of his stuff. I don't know what is going to happen when he gets back. My heart is being pulled two seperate ways. What to do, What to do?